unwilling

unwilling
    adj 1: not disposed or inclined toward; "an unwilling
           assistant"; "unwilling to face facts" [ant: {willing}]
    2: in spite of contrary volition
    

Unwilling \Un*will"ing\, a.
   Not willing; loath; disinclined; reluctant; as, an unwilling
   servant.
   [1913 Webster]

         And drop at last, but in unwilling ears,
         This saving counsel, "Keep your piece nine years."
                                                  --Pope.
   [1913 Webster] -- {Un*will"ing*ly}, adv. --
   {Un*will"ing*ness}, n.
   [1913 Webster]
    

50 Moby Thesaurus words for "unwilling":
      afraid, at odds, automatic, averse, backward, blind, compulsive,
      conditioned, cursory, deaf to, declinatory, differing, disagreeing,
      disinclined, disobedient, forced, fractious, hesitant, impulsive,
      indisposed, indocile, instinctive, involuntary, loath, mechanical,
      mutinous, negative, nonconsenting, opposed, perfunctory,
      recalcitrant, reflex, reflexive, refractory, rejective, reluctant,
      resistant, sulky, sullen, uncomplaisant, uncompliant, uncomplying,
      unconscious, unconsenting, uncooperative, uneager, unintentional,
      unthinking, unwilled, unwitting