nilling

from The Collaborative International Dictionary of English v.0.48

Nill \Nill\ (n[i^]l), v. t. [imp. & p. p. {Nilled} (n[i^]ld); p.
   pr. & vb. n. {Nilling}.] [AS. nilan, nyllan; ne not + willan
   to will. See {No}, and {Will}.]
   Not to will; to refuse; to reject. [Obs.]
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         Certes, said he, I nill thine offered grace. --Spenser.
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